It's not only sorrow though, also guilt. I remember when I knew he was sad about the awfulness of ED and kept to himself, and sent him a note, letting him know I was there for him. He lied and said he was fine, and I swallowed it, not wanting t bug him.If only I wasn't as quick to back off as I was and talked to him more, he'd be here, happy and drawing as usual.
Then I remember after he deleted every deviation, I dropped off several comments asking him to stop hiding in a corner and come back. I missed him and I knew he missed us, so I kept pestering him with comments. Finally, his name disappeared from my friend list. At first, I thought the guy was gone, as stated in my journal last month, but now I know it's not that, he's blocked me. He's sick and tired of me trying to say "Everything will be alright" everyday, so he did it and now I have no chance of talking to him again.
I know it's not my fault he's gone, but honestly, I could've done better, so I can't help how I'm feeling right now. Sorry for troubling you with all my unhappy thoughts, but I feel a little better now that I've shared. If you ever see him up on DA again, I wouldn't know cause I'm blocked, please say hi for me, and a hope your doing better too.
Best wishes,
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